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11:00 pm
[Link] | hey guys i haven't written in here in a long... long ... long time
my new LJ sn is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) posingaspopular so add me and ill use my friends only powers to see if your a good friend. i read an amy LJ update for the first time in about a month or two and it made me really sad. we used to be uber tight amy. what happened? i used to see the_czar on lj all the time but i haven't heard from him a min. either. anyway i miss all you guys who actually care enough to read this and after like 6 months, still haven't taken my old lj sn off their friends list
peace guys and take care of yourselves.
ps. take me of your friends list and move toward the new sn
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07:02 pm
[Link] | more people should add me as their friends on my lj sn
Current Mood:  crushed
Current Music: zoobombs- jumbo
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11:07 am
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no lj cut on the bush story cuz i want everyone to read it... sorry guys
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ive come to the conclusions.
1. im not "lpsk8r87" anymore. don't ask how. im just not. so ill b changing a bunch of stuff and my lj sn soon.
2. i hate losing. i hate playing games unless i know im going to win. i really do. y? anything i do i always do a) shittly or b) full power and w/ all my potential. when i go b (i usually do), and i lose, its a loos of time energy and essentially life. i don't want to waste my life being a loser
3. i don't know shit. about any situtaion, who's "not punk" anymore. who broke up w/ who, all that shit. i pretend i do but i don't
4. i hate girls, essentially because they don't like me
5. i act stupid and immature for reasons unknown to me even though i know better
6. i don't really like 1/2 the people on my friends list.
7. lj is like a giant dog. u raise it as a puppy then one day it kills you.
8. you don't know me. so stop pretending so.
9. i really really really hate americe. im going to go live in another counrty when im older
10. my dsl is way slow today
oh and my new sn is... posingaspopular
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: placebo- every me every you
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03:00 pm
[Link] | im art riordan's house. and im horny *leaves* *comes back 2 hours later*..... no longer horny. lol. jk. so my last entry was obviously a joke. umm im about to go watch dodgeball i think. ok. later guys
Current Mood:  horny
Current Music: riordan talking.... hussy
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07:12 pm
[Link] | today i had some really big cock.......
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: orgams
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11:24 pm
[Link] | Reply to this post with a poem, a picture, a story, song lyrics, a word, two words, anything. Anything that you think will help me. Think of this as sharing that greatest things you know, what keeps you going and shapes you as a person. Sharing is caring.
City of gods is an amazing movie
talked to chris p. for a while today, and i was getting into a long rant but then i got interupted, to watch city of gods.
got 360 shovits yesterday, but the way i went about getting them? not cool. im pissed and angry at some ppl, some others make me happy. schools out. w/e. yesterday by bdans
1- awosme. hilarious
2- aight
3- u can do better. got really hurt in that fight
4- awsome
5- good but didn't shower
6- good but had a singer
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: silence is golden
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02:12 pm
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today was....
a boring ass day. so school ends, and shit. i come home for lack of better things to do. i get on the comp to do what ben and mike suggested and u knwo what? no porn! wtf? though i did c this real fat chick on the train today.....hmm.... how the fuck do u get so fat that u can't walk. who the fuck gets that fat? and how? i wanted porn so i got these websites from jonah. and total disguist fest. goatgirl.....wtf?
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Current Mood:  embarrassed
Current Music: tv
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08:34 am
[Link] | so im wasting time b4 my one final of the day. then im going to do w/e. w/e. thats a stupid word. u can say what are we doing, and the answer will be w/e. but you still don't know what you you're doing. so how does w/e. justify itslef as a response? i just don't know. also it seems my brother wants me to tell evryone theres a dodgeball game at the picnic friday. so now you're told. damn im bored. a bunch of pll took me off their friends list. w/e, i don't really care anymore. then some ppl who don't have me on their friends list are giving me shit. fuck that. if you don't consider me your friend, then don't give me shit. who gives shit to a stranger? idiots. im sorry if u think im an asshole but there are way bigger ones than me, and if u wanna side with them, then god help you.
Current Mood: melancholy
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12:09 pm
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so....
w/e. man. tired. school is over for me. this year was a ride, it got fucked in the end, but the rest of the year was fun as hell. next year will hold some pleasent suprises im sure, but ill just wait to c what goes down after school. change is a bitch man
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: Mest (thats right carrig)
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08:38 am
[Link] | so im bored and stupid in english
( bdi )
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08:44 pm
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TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS
intened entry for today:
w00t!!! yea. this pool of mine is finally getting set up. its gonna "own" hardcore. when its done. (notice own is the key word). and guess what? you are all invited to come have anytime! just give me a call and ill bring some towels out. peace
Actual entry: fuck all you you. since when has anyone ever cared about my feelings, my thoughts, or my actions? never. so i guess i was being a little naive to think that these people were actually my friends.
What a big huge fucking diffence. no wonder the world is fucked up. octavia was right about the jones backstabbing though. i was so fucking optomistic and happy. i actually had faith in mankind for the first time in 17 years. and u know what? its all a lie. its all a big huge fucking lie. no one really cares about me. it was all a big huge fucking illusion. but on the plus side i wrote a poem it goes like this...
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and to my so called "friends": thanks for riping my heart out and pushing me deeper into the pit of dispair and depression that i have worked so hard to get out of. thanks alot. bitches, you can all go to hell
Current Mood: what's that? hungry?
Current Music: the idiots- fuck of you idiots and assholes
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02:08 pm
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so im an asshole for being hungry?
** basics **
Name::
eddie martinez
Nickname::
fuck you, im not giving u my nickname. thats for personal friends only
Location::
chicago, illinois.
Gender::
male
Birthplace::
chicago
Birthstone::
fuck that shit
Birthday::
april 15, 1987
Sign::
fuck that shit
righty or Lefty::
righty
Screenname::
lpsk8r87
** your looks **
Height::
?
Weight::
?
Shoe size::
805
Hair Color::
?
Hair Length::
?
Eye Color::
brown
Size::
small or medium
Glasses::
yes
Braces::
no
Piercings::
no
Tattoos::
no
** fashion **
Where do you shop::
wherever. i don't usually pay so it doesn't matter
What do you usually wear::
jeans tshirt dc shoe co sweater
What kind of shoes do you wear::
etnies, pumas, new ones im gonna buy soon
Do you wear a watch::
no
Color you never wear::
...?
Color you wear at least once a week::
i dunno
Something you wear everyday::
dc shoe co sweater
Do you wear make up everyday::
nope
Make up essential::
fuck that shit
Most cherished piece of clothing::
sweater
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing::
i wear what i want. prob womens clothes
Do you wear belts::
yes
Do you wear hats::
yeah, at all times outside of school
how many pairs of shoes do you have::
2
** music **
Favorite kind of music::
ska
Least Favorite::
pop. w/e.
How many CD's do you have::
like 25?
Last CD you bought::
i dunno.
whats in your CD player right now::
fucking i don't have one
Do you download music::
no
** Favorites **
Color::
Blue…I also like black but it is a shade
Number::
fuck that shit
Season::
summer
Ice cream::
vanilla
Website::
livejournal.com, midwestska.org, yahoo.com
Quote::
have fun with your life, cuz u only get one - i dunno but i say it alot
Store::
None
Band::
Random outburst, ntg
Singer::
?
Rapper::
?
Group::
streetlight manifesto
Song::
ginerbrgbueg7t45btb5e7u43bgfeuvberubgtue
Movie::
slc punk
Actor::
fuck that shit
Actress::
fuck that shit
Kind of movies::
fuck that shit
Place to be::
skate park
Time of day::
fuck that shit. afterschool
Clothing Brand::
fuck that shit
Animal::
turtles and birds
Food::
american food fucking sucks
Holiday::
christmas obviously. we are in materialistic america
Shape::
fuck that shit
restaraunt:
antony's portillos
fast food place:
subway?
Boy's name::
fuck that shit
Girl's name::
fuck that shit
Word::
fuck that shit.... own, awsome
Month::
fuck that shit
Candy::
fuck that shit
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference::
Hetero
Boyfriend or Girlfriend::
fuck that shit
crush::
girls are bitches
Do you believe in love at first sight::
fuck no
What do you look for in a guy/girl::
not an idiot, hot
Best physical feature::
tna
best hair color::
w/e is fine
Best eye color::
Ehh, pretty eyes are pretty eyes
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails::
no
What color is your tooth brush::
white
What's on your desktop::
nothing of mines
Do you like roller coasters::
yea
Do you do drugs::
fuck that shit
Do you have any pets::
yea a fucking stupid ass jack rusell terrier named riley. fucking stupid dog.
What time do you go to sleep::
whatever time the fucking iditos let me got to sleep
give me shit. go ahead. i dare you
Current Mood:  pissed the fuck off
Current Music: none
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09:44 pm
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since...
my mom is not home for the week, and there is esentially no food, feel free to take me out to eat after school. please
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: none
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12:59 pm
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Final 3
http://www.esfootwear.com/footwear/contract/black-green.jpg
http://www.osirisshoes.com/white/shoes/ali.html
http://www.osirisshoes.com/white/shoes/quasar.html
| How to make a lpsk8r87 |
Ingredients:
1 part friendliness
3 parts brilliance
1 part beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.comok heres some stuff i meant to type b4 i went to sleep in front of the comp: major bug genocide going on in my house, there are like a millioin ants in my basement and flies keep getting in somehow. the doors/windows are always locked and even then we have screens. so wtf? i killed like millions of animals and armies of ants yesterday. it was horrible!!!! i have never killed some many animals and seen so much blood b4!! AQUABATS OWNED!!! godamn. it was fun. someone grabed my ass. who? what? it was weird but i liked it a little. then geoff's friend mikey foot totally fucking slams his elbow into my collarbone. fucking battle wounds, that hurt. yesterday: met some cool ass good ass hell punk ass skaters by my house. they're dope and they sk8 w/ brian brown. BRIAN BROWN. THE. BRIAN. BROWN. FUCKING BRIAN BROWN. BRIAN BROWN, is hands down the best skater in a 15 mile radius. easily. so now i can come up and chill whenever. forget the fact that they are most obviously 77s. they were cool as hell. well im done ranting and i think ill go massacure some more armies of ants. oh and my mom left for orland today  See what amusement park ride you are. | You Are Ed Wood From "Ed Wood."
You definitely have your name in history, although probably not for the reason you believe. Yet you are very accepting, non-judgemental, and optimistic almost to a fault. You also have a thing for angora sweaters. How could anyone not like you? |
Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!
Current Mood:  content
Current Music: mest-its over
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10:02 pm
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skateboarding posts......
June 23, Wilson Public Skatepark, Chicago, IL
4 PM Demo
For info call:
Uprise (773) 342-7763, or
Belmont Army Surplus (773) 549-1038
Nike shoes. what?
WELCOME TO TACTICS!
The International Association of Skateboard Companies is introducing the first annual "Go Skateboarding Day" on June 21st - the first day of summer. A day for everyone to take a break from everything else, get together with friends and let the good times roll. Check out our huge selection of skateboard decks to get you started! Remember, you're seeing real-time inventory and most orders ship within 24 hours. --Your friends at Tactics!
New word- mistyped
OK GUYS HERES A LITTLE HELP ME OUT THING. WHICH SHOES TO BUY?
http://www.esfootwear.com/footwear/contract/black-green.jpg (54.95)
or
http://www.etnies.com/footwear/skate/evader/ (56.00)
or
http://www.osirisshoes.com/white/shoes/ali.html (69.99)
or
http://www.osirisshoes.com/white/shoes/quasar.html (?)
or
http://www.lakai.com/04/index.html (black ft nubuk pioneer price?)
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http://www.lakai.com/04/index.html (suede brown black 48.99)
or
http://www.lakai.com/04/index.html (kingston navy/gum suede 54.99)
Current Mood: content
Current Music: FUCK CUT TEXT ITS TOO HARD AND IM TOO LAZY
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08:29 am
[Link] | jonah is awsome
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07:49 pm
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Streetlight manifesto- A better place, A better time
So she wakes up
In time to brake down
She left a note up on the dresser
And she's right on time
You don't know anything, right or wrong
I said I know-ow-ow-ow, and she said so-o-o-o
I want to panic but I've had it so I go-o-o-o
You don't owe anything to anyone
But don't take your life
Cause its all that you've got
You'd be better off just up and leaving
If you don't think they will stop
And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I garuntee you wake in a better place, and in a better time
So you're tired of living
You feel like you might give in, well don't
It's not your time
Flipping through the paper today
Looking for a specific page
Don't want to find her full name followed by dates
Cause when I left her alone she made a sound like a moan
"Your known by everyone for everything you've done"
Fuck buying flowers for grave,
I'd rather buy you a oneway non-stop to anywhere
Find anyone, do anything, forget and start again, love
She said she won't go, it hurts to much, to stand by
You've got to stop and draw a line
Everyone here has to choose a side, tonight,
The moment of truth is haunting you
Don't forget your family regardless of what you choose to do
You can't decide, and they're all screaming "why won't you?"
I'll start the engine, but I can't take this ride for you
I'll draw your bath and I'll load your gun
But I hope so bad that you'll bathe and hunt
Anni's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
(tomorrow) tomorrow Annie says
"The saddest I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me"
(without me) without me Annie says
"If everyone has someone else and I ain't got nobody's love to save me"
(to save me) to save me Annie says
"I think I'll pass away tonight cause it seems I'll never get it right if it's just me"
(just me) just me Annie says
And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I garuntee that you'll wake in a betterplace, in a better time
So you're tired of living
You feel like you might give in, well don't
It's not your time
Annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems
(her problems) her problems Annie says
As long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them
(to solve them) to solve them Annie says
"Oh this loneliness is killing me, it's filling me with anger and resentment,"
(resentment) resentmen Annie says,
"I'm turning into someone that I never thought I'd have to be again"
And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I garuntee that you'll wake in a betterplace, in a better time
So you're tired of living
You feel like you might give in, well don't
It's not your time
Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
Tomorrow Annie says
"The saddest I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me
Without me Annie says
"If everyone has someone else and I ain't got nobody's love to save me
(to save me) to save me Annie says
I think I'll pass away tonight cause it seems I'll never get it right right if it's just mejust me Annie says
And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I garuntee that you'll wake in a betterplace, in a better time
So you're tired of living
You feel like you might give in, well don't
It's not your time
And even if it was, oh, I wouldn't let you go
You could run run run run, but I will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
But i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
I know that you think that you are on your own
But just know that i am here and i'll lead you home
If you let me she said forget me but i can't
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06:41 pm
[Link] | How do you feel about pop music in general?: It's music which i don't listen yo
Do you listen to the radio much?: no
Do you watch MTV or Fuse?: no.
What does "selling out" mean to you?: when the fans who supported the band in the beggingn feel alianted
If an artist "sells out" are they labeled as sucky music?: Definitely not.
What do you think about music labels?: If they try to restrict your creativity, then I don't want em.
Would you say you judge others on what type of music they listen to?: No, Never.
Brittney Spears or Christina Agulara?: the whoreier one. britney
Avril Lavigne or Lillix?: "shotgun to the head"
Good Charlotte or Something corporate?: "shotgun to the head"
Do you think all the bands listed above suck?: yes
Story of the year or taking back Sunday?: s.o.t.y
Brand New or Smile Empty Soul?: s.e.s. cuz i met them
Yellowcard or The Format?: who? nah yellowcard
Dashboard or Her Space Holliday?: Dashboard,.
Do you think all of the above bands suck?: No
"Take me out" or "Float On"?: ?????
Do you think Modest Mouse made better songs then Float on?: Wouldn't know.
Radiohead or Modest Mouse?: ?
Do you think the comparison above was a stupid one?: ?
Chicks on Speed or Gravy Train!!!?: ?????
Le Tigre or Ladytron?: ????
Metric or Mew?: ?????
Mogwai or The Notwist?: ????
Yo La Tengo or Sondre Lerche?: ?
Pavement or Cake?: ?
Melt Bannana or Califone?: ?????
Erase Errata or Hellogoodbye?: ?????
Ima robot or The Rapture?: What?
Azure Ray or Bright Eyes?: Bright Eyes
Postal Service or The Elected?: Postal Service
Electroclash or Emo or labelsarestupid?: What the hell?
Is Conor Oberst a hottie?: Fuck that.
Do you consider yourself scene?: yea
Do you like xiu xiu?: Isn't that an attack from Soul Calibur? (I'm keeping Peditto's response.)
Do you consider yourself very antiscene?: No.
Were all the questions above really lame?: charles darwin
Circle Jerks or Skrewdriver?: What the fuck?
Do you consider yourself punk rock?: punk core in terms of beliefs and views. were all punks in denial
Name a song/band that makes you feel:
Happy: aquabats-powdermilk man
Sad: Coldplay- streetlight manifesto-a moment of silence
Antisocial: ramones- sheena is a punk rocker
Chill: big d and the kids table-good luck
Horny: any song
Creative: smash mouth- that one song from the beginning of shrek
Feel Peaceful: rx bandits-babylon
Feel ready to FUCK SHIT UP: ramones-blitzrieg bop
More Questions:
Have you listened to the same bands for a while now?: Sure.
Do you get angry when public attention is brought to your fav. bands?:happy
Do you think people who label others as "posers" or "sellouts" suck?: there is a point between exposure, change, and posing. u have to read the ppl to know who is who?
Do you think suck is a stupid word?: yea. it implies suck and sex.
Do you think surveys like these are really lame?: hell yea!!
Your 5 fav. bands are?:random outburst, ntg. the indecisives, streetlight manifesto, linkin park (hahahaha joking joking), aquabats
Do you like ska?: hell ya
Do you go to shows often (not just ska).: Ya
Do you like to dance or just stand and watch?: dance
Or do you like to MOSH!!!!!: If a white bitch hits me I swear to god I'ma kila motherfucker in that goddamn concert. Watch. I'ma kill a motherfucker. hahaha that answer is too good to erase. but yes
Would you say the music scene and drugs go hand in hand?: drugs are on every level of society so yes
Are you xstraightxedgex?: yes
Do you have a low opinion of straightedge kids?: do i have a low opinion of myslef? what?
Do you enjoy older music more then newer music?: .?.?.?
Do you usually prefer underground bands?: .?.?.?
Are you in a band?: no but i wanna be one just to say i am
Do you play any instruments?: recorder and i own on it
What was your first favorite band?: mest
Would you say the music you listen to has an effect on your life?: Too much,
Do you own many band shirts or stickers?: a few
Would you die without music?: Yes
Do you listen to a wide variety of music or one genre in specific?: ska a lil punk and w/e rock my brother plays. and emo. EMO LOVE!!!!! ok ill stop hating on emo
Current Mood:  dorky
Current Music: catch22-9MM and a 3 piece suit
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09:06 pm
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I OWN
NUFF SAID....
so im on the phone w/ yusuke my japanese excahnge student from last year and the converstaion goes something like this
M(E): whats ur email adress
Yu-yu: p
Yu-yu: h
Yu-yu: u
Yu-yu: c
Yu-yu: k
Yu-yu: highfen
Yu-yu: t
Yu-yu: h
Yu-yu: e
Yu-yu: highfen
ME: starts laughin
Yu-yu: s
Yu-yu: u
Yu-yu: c
Yu-yu: k
Me: burst out
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02:42 pm
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fuck im pissed off
hey man. wtf? so im done w/ fucking accounting at roosevelt, a fucking evil ass class. fucking hard as hell and boring as fuck. u hvae no idea. so fucking bitch ass ms. u wants u to fucking come to class on tuesdays and thursdays (the days of roosevelt) for fucking an hour and a half. WTF? y? but fucking the failures who fucking dropeed out and fucking are idiots got to fucking go home fucking early all fucking year. idiots. and if fucking 90 degrees beacuse the fucking air conditioner is fucking broken. fucking bitch ass fuck bitch. shit. fucking fuck
| lpsk8r87's LJ stalker is superspy0010! | | superspy0010 is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also not very liked around here! |
Current Mood:  pissed the fuck off
Current Music: rx bandits- babylon Fuck!
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